Tuesday, November 9, 2010

A life of SAHM

Being stay at home mom is kind of frustrating. You will be surprise of how the mind can do such stupid things to cope out the boredom while being in the house all day. Playing the tetris and beating up the computer because the fact that you are tired from losing the stupid game too many times. Or visiting the fb countless times in a day checking friend's updates and talking to the so-called online friends even the fact that they're a little stranger in your real world.

I love to do something different specially now that i drive. Working or going back to school perhaps i wanted to do however, thinking about being away from the little girl in few hours can be a difficult situation for me and her. We stay together all the time and i only remember i left her one time in the house with husband while i was out with friends. It was such depressing thinking and wondering what shes been doing and can't wait to be home. I don't want to go through any of it again as of now. I am not ready and so is she, right time will probably come that i will be force to work or do something. Right now, making the most out of being with each other is what matters.